In the beginning it’s easy, you take the vows and it feels good to leave all these dark sinful things behind. But after some time the vows begin to feel a little narrow and it takes more than just fixing the mind:
‘I shall do it, I will do it!’
That makes you tired after a while!
(Maharaja says in a slow exhausted tired voice) ‘I willll doooo it’
So that is not easy. We need to do something to support the vows.
These vows will stand by some solid support.
(Kadamba Kanana Swami 03/2010)